Starting Over

I have started my weight loss counter over.  The 50 pounds I have lost so far is great, but I feel like it came off relatively easy after having Rees.  So, its the last 17 that are killing me.  Losing these last 17 pounds will be MUCH more of an accomplishment than the first 50.  Besides, 8 of that was baby, and about 30 was water weight.

What scares me most is that I'm planning on having another baby relatively soon (not an announcement!) and I just don't want to go through this all again.  It is so hard.  It depresses me a little bit.  It makes me question whether or not Rees needs siblings.  But, as my mom says, this is my season.  My season to give of myself completely, in every way possible, and bring beautiful babies into this world.  When this season is over I will miss it so much, and I won't care what I weighed.  I love my mom, she is always there to encourage me, in everything.

I am a goal setter, so if nothing else, just seeing that number on this blog will remind me of my daily goal to take care of myself.

A Fitness Workout.

I'm thinking of taking up Prancercising.  Just watching this video gives me a pretty good workout.